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***Content Warning: Death***
Season 2, Episode 1 | Take Me Out to the Ballgame
Carrie Bradshaw can’t find her breath at a bar downtown with the newest Yankee on her arm, so she finds one in a pay phone. Miranda remains on the other line until Carrie’s tears have slowed.
In a restaurant, “our place,” Miranda apologizes for asking Carrie to patch herself in Band-Aids and painter’s tape. Together, they mourn the men who have scratched their teeth.
Season 2, Episode 2 | The Awful Truth
Carrie discovers how Susan Sharon, the woman with the cashmere connection, aches for her marriage. Richard, Susan’s husband, yells for their bones to remember. Carrie bears witness to the foreplay of violence. She steps away with a joke and a smoke.
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Samantha Arriozola (she/her/hers) is a Chicana writer and youth worker from the Chicagoland-area. She has spent the past ten years working within nonprofit spaces and community centers in Madison, WI and NYC. Sam received her B.A. in English-Creative Writing as a proud member of the 8th Cohort of First Wave—a Hip-Hop and urban arts full-tuition scholarship program at UW-Madison, centering the pursuit of higher education with arts, academics, and activism. Samantha is a poet with roots in the world of spoken word poetry and slam, a background which has carried over in coaching young spoken word artists to compete in the Brave New Voices International Youth Poetry Slam Festival in 2017 and 2018. Samantha’s poetry has been published in Pinwheel Journal (2019) and Cutthroat Journal: Contemporary Chicanx Writers Anthology (2020). Samantha lives in Queens with her human and plant roommates, editing both her own and fellow writers’ work with an oat chai latte.